Red

[c90]

accursed communication
hymns of expectation
self-deception
bought in dark,
while semi-conscious

a stiff drink first to
bring the courage
then throw the dove
to the pigeons

straighten your face
you knew it was coming
aghast with pretense
but it's my discomfort
the moment has passed,
reproach nothingness

i knew it would fade
she comforts the soul
disgust is at bay but real anyway
but it's better than lonely
as she has your hand


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It's about telling someone you love something you're ashamed of or embarassed about. Ish.

ty,
c90

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