not a pretty poem
Posted: Thu Feb 03, 2005 3:19 pm
guilty as sin
my belly sucks in mud and dirt and flies
to fill the hole left by your abstraction
consuming anything I have to hand -
I’d eat rubber if I thought it would hurt
enough but nothing does; so I go on
cramming in the poison that numbs me
and when it gets too much I hit eject
pulling the plug on the night’s indulgence
today my mouth feels hollow, sores have formed
and ulcers gape in shameful exposure
if you could see me now, a broken doll
that crawls and spews and mewls and sprawls in spurts
of crooked silence, would you gulf the blot
and take my hand? for your sake I hope not
my belly sucks in mud and dirt and flies
to fill the hole left by your abstraction
consuming anything I have to hand -
I’d eat rubber if I thought it would hurt
enough but nothing does; so I go on
cramming in the poison that numbs me
and when it gets too much I hit eject
pulling the plug on the night’s indulgence
today my mouth feels hollow, sores have formed
and ulcers gape in shameful exposure
if you could see me now, a broken doll
that crawls and spews and mewls and sprawls in spurts
of crooked silence, would you gulf the blot
and take my hand? for your sake I hope not